Friendless
I've always felt this way, maybe I'm just being paranoid. But I feel that nobody has the heart to treat me like a friend.
I cry myself to sleep sometimes, I tear up easily on trains and buses (which can be pretty embarassing). I don't know what to do anymore...
I've read tonnes of books for so long, I guess I choose to dwell into my ficticious paradise. Tears are clouding my eyes now as I type, again.
No one knows how this feeling feels... I feel really empty, truly empty.. and I'm turning 21 this year. Sometimes I think of my future, and it looks really bleak.
2 comments:
i can provide you my big fat shoulders my dear friend. *HUGS lah* and i was so happy to see you at the train the other day! =)
haha.. thanks for that comment, it really warmed my heart!!
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