Just....

I'm just sad. I'm just sad. I'm just sad.

There are times in life (esp in young adult years) when for no reason, your heart begins to
squeeze. You feel the pressure, sucking your heart. Down... Into a bottomless pit. I guess
that's how I feel now. And for no apparent reason, tears just fall.

And I ask God why, must He put us through this. But I guess it's pretty much our own fault
when we choose not to listen to Him. He's created the perfect plan for our lives, but when we
choose to follow our own desires, and not His, things tend to go astray, and that's when we feel
the pain and suffering for not following His plan. It is hard to keep straight, but we must try
harder each time the going gets tough.

God has listened to many of my prayers, and He's answered them. I thank God for that. But there's one more prayer deep in my heart (not to be published). I just want God to give me the
courage to find my way out of that problem, and to follow the perfect plan that He has already designed for me. God is the chief designer. The best, and the ultimately perfect one at that.

Don't be sad. Don't be sad. Don't be sad.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6