Hard Times

I think it's just me. I feel like I'm becoming a hermit once more. My life revolves around school, and only school. It is hazardous. School is toxic.

Blame it on my laziness (but I don't think I am). I'm always going to school on time, handing up my homework on time, doing everything else on time!!! But why do I still feel as though I have soooo much to catch up?

I hardly go to lit lectures (because he keeps talking about irrelevant materials), occasionally I'll skip French (at least I can catch up), I seldom go for Art History lectures (I tell myself that I'll know everything if I read the book). But I never get to where I wanna be!!!

Now I'm stuck in a rut, A HUGE RUT. I've a lit essay due on the 19th of Oct, and that'll cost me 50% of my grades. And I have no faintest idea of what's going on, although I do know that I'm always blurting out nonsensical answers in class (perhaps it's a ploy to impress Murphy). What am I going to do????? Bloody 50%!!! HALF OF MY GRADES LEI!!!!!

Gee.. and there goes Art History too... Although it makes me a tad happy to know that I'm not the only one in my course struggling with everything. Gee weez..
I think I'm beginning to hate this phrase

"So much to do, so little time"

Yeah.. I hate it a lot, because it's happening to me now. It makes me shiver, it makes me sweat (no, not like when I see a handsome boy), but it feels like doomsday is coming, the day when I face my big "F". I pray not though. I want NO "F".