Stuck in a Rut

You know something? I still feel 17.. or maybe 18. I look into the mirror every morning and I question myself. Do I look like I'm ready to be 20? Do I want to be 20? Am I 20 (will be in December)?

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I look around me and it seems that people my age have done more than half the things that I have!! I mean MATURE things... Not KIDDY things such as staying at home and watching Channel 32, 33 and 35 from the cable TV.

I'm not ready to be a 20 year old!!!!!!!!!!!! I STILL LIKE HARRY POTTER AND I STILL LAUGH AT NICKELODEON JOKES!!!! ARRRRRGGHHHH!!!!!! I STILL ACT LIKE A MORON IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS!!!

I don't dress 20ish... I don't have adult clothes.. I don't DRESS UP... I don't feel like it.. It makes me feel.. old.

OLD.

so OLD.

Hai...

And I caught Sky High today.. ALONE... No one who's 20 in their right minds would watch SKY HIGH. It's a movie for TEENAGERS (term doesn't apply to me anymore). Yeah, people my age will tell me that DISNEY movie's for amateurs who are in for a cheap teen flick kinda comedy..

BUT I LIKE IT! And I'm gonna catch Harry Potter & Chicken Little.

See.. I'm not ready for movies like the Exorcism of Emily Rose... I freak easily.

Geee.... I'm still a kid. I still WANT to be one. Feel like one. I adore Nickelodeon, Disney and Cartoon Network. I like cheesy lame cartoons with no educational value or whatsoever.. I think 'The Fairly Odd-Parents', 'Naturally Sadie', 'Avatar', 'Drake & Josh', 'Jimmy Neutron' ..etc... ARE LOVABLE SHOWS..