Sunday, January 29, 2006

ENOUGH IS FUCKING ENOUGH

I had it with insults. I had it with every relative going 'DAI LUI'... Big girl literally. I had it with that. All of us are born differently, and sad to say, I'm born that way. I HATE CHINESE NEW YEARS. I HATE MEETING UP WITH ANYONE. I hate myself even more now. I hate that nothing's going to please anyone, and I'm fed up with people making fun of me. Even when they meant it as a joke. You don't know how much it hurts to be insulted this way. This is the last straw and I really hate my family for that.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

don't hate your family..your family loves you a lot..we all care for you too..seeing you think like that makes us feel sad.and for gu po, don't take it too heart..she is just too straight forward..an old lady,she miss seeing us too..she is happy to look at you..and everyone..you will always be one of my beloved cousin, no matter who or what you are.take care.

Anonymous said...

hey! i am sorry if i ever said you big. don't take it to heart, or hate your family. i understand how you feel because my friends all calls me FLAT. you should know why. but, you don't have to care what others have to say about you. sometimes, old people or i can say older generation people may be straight forward. everyone have their own physical faults. if you accept them, people will look at you knowing that you are confident of your appearance. =)

cousins are always sticking together, don't we?
liyun.melissa.mayyue

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