Lovely Dream

I had a splendid dream last night/early morn... I woke up, all happy and in-love.. with a ficticious man. I know it sounds strange, but the dream that I had, was one of a kind.

The stranger in my dream was kind-hearted, exuded the boyish charm, but was gentlemanly at the same time. The emotion was so intense, and entire duration of my dream felt so real. So real.. surreal.

I know it sounds like I'm awfully desperate, but I wouldn't mind getting knocked out, or be in a coma for the next 60 years (which most prob I'll live till). I know there's more to live for in life.. Life goes on. But that dream will probably be the only time I'd experience such love.

Something is at least better than nothing, because the sensation of love, the thrill of someone liking you felt so true. It is something in real life that I most probably can't yearn for. I know God has all sorts of plans for us, but sometimes I just feel like deviating for a little while. It's bad... But.. I end with 'But'.

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