Paint Me Invisible

No one bothers anymore... I guess school really stinks. I feel like I'm a stinking piece of poop that no one bothers to go near to talk to. On a daily basis, I wake up, I go to school, then I go home. Nothing, zilch.. nobody even bothers to ask me how my day is/was. I'll surely call most of the people I know 'acquaintances' from now on. No more friends in my life.

Everyone sticks to each other like glue, they have the connection. I think I just have some hard outer shell that no one seems to look past. Yes, I do talk to people, but it's just the usual 'oh I have so much HW' talk... Other than that, I just put on this friendly face, but nobody bothers to look at me deep enough to know that I'm suffering, or so eager to have a nice, warm conversation with anybody.

I feel like a loner at school, especially during the breaks inbetween lessons. I feel like a loser, it seems like I know too little people to go about feeling happy. I feel daft hanging around alone and when I see the rest smiling and yapping away, I want to be in my room and cry till my eyes bleed.